The days are starting to melt together....I don’t know what day it is, what time it is, or even where I am. Am I awake? Am I asleep? Who knows...who knows. I seem to be in this constant daze, making the days and/or nights seem much longer than they already feel like. My roommates try to communicate, at least I think they’re my roommates, but my mind is elsewhere, where you ask? I wish I knew, I wish I knew. Waking up to the sounds of nightfall, falling asleep under the tormenting glare of the sun, my un-patterned sleep has me becoming one with the nocturnal. Who knew sleep could do this to a guy? It rewards me when I give in to its satisfying nature, but crushes everything I thought I knew when I leave it behind. At this point, it doesn’t seem like I am leaving sleep behind, it seems like it is leaving me behind in its dust, taking a lead that I cannot regain. 3PM, and I’m already falling asleep, but I can’t, I can’t give in if I am going to overcome this! Don’t give in, don’t give in...
P.S. HAHAHAA! Just if you are wondering, that was definitely an exaggeration, I am perfectly sane and know where I am haha! Even though my sleeping patterns are not the best right now because of the time change, I am adjusting very well, praise God!
I was beginning to think someone spiked your drink with some kind of drug.
ReplyDeleteSo was I...So was I...bahahaha jk jk!
ReplyDeleteMy sleeping patterns are more normal now!!!! Woot woot!